I have come to find out something,this time i give up on everything le lah
they can do wateva they want le i just give up..........today might be even
the last day i am meeting them i guess like i say before le lah i mean nothing
to them at all i heard it from the conversation myself to them their answer
is always a don't know i mean if for what if you don't know than just in the
1st place just let me go lah simple what for u want to hang on to me and than
do all this shit to disappoint me ??? i mean what for i care for them feeling heart
broken for them?? and they don't even give a shit its their life lah i cannot control
anything this is just a movie about a teen screwing himself up and ppl tried to care
for him but he does not give a shit i feel so sorry for the teen himself......................

yes to them they did nothing wrong cause in their eyes nothing seems to be wrong
have they even spare a thought for me? if i find out what would happen?

if they fucking know how i would react when i find out still what for
disappoint me in the 1st place??

i have shed enough tears le..........

tired.............

i really don't mind to die if that is the only thing to get them to wake up


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