So many problems came up nowadays, i don't really wish to talk much about it
but looooooooooong time no post so 1 shot give one long one ba.
now many things has change the brothel hse has been close down in a way, not much habboers are free to come out nowadays too is just like everyone is busy with their own life and so this comes to a point where its time to close the brothel hse le.......hahahahaha its like all the happy times don't last long at all.
in anyway its a good time to M.I.A or smth like anyway i don't contact ppl ,they don't contact is like as good as M.I.A le la lols~
so now most of the time as usual hanging out with Xav But many things have change ever since Xaver got his Suzuki Swift Sports now new hanging out spot is bukit timah.
There are too many things that happen since the previous post and the sad part is Some friends are now Foes,plus on the fact that on this planet there are still alot of immature ppl which is suppose to be very mature for their age like i say no names mention along with it.For those ppl that know the story than you should know who am i talking about if not too bad lorhs hahahahahahah
But now after a very long time i finally came to truly know , why NoN0 did this to me in the 1st place because i am now also facing the same problem she choose to give up on me but i choose to give them a 2nd chance because i don't wanna see the 2 gan di i dote so much go through the same things i have but when the time is right i will still have to leave them no matter what , cause its their life not mine i can't go over n control them all i can do is talk to them on somethings and help them when they need thats the most i can do as a kor la.......
but the funny thing is somehow this is what NoN0 n lao shi have taught me,Action is of no use sometimes you just need to talk a step back n u will see a clearer picture.
Even when a 2nd chance is given if they don't cherish it i will still leave them as chances are not always given to you all the time sometimes you just have to earn your chances but for now i just wana protect them as long as i can.
now i think this is the most common question that ppl like to ask me "Why you single so long le still nv find stead, Are you a gay??"
Which the answer is very simple which i don't think anyone will believe me the truth is - when other ppl are having a bad time moving on with Break ups i can tell them what to do but i can't apply those things, i teach ppl to myself i can't forget her and the happy times we use to share thats why.i can say la if i were to date any girl as a replacement i rather not, because i know that i can't forget my Ex i have tried very hard to forget about her but always end up as a fail because i love her thats why i let her go i wanted to see her to be happy thats all...........btw gayness if for entertaiment sake ty~
it seems that i have not been going for music lesson for a freaking looooooong time!!!!!!!!!
other than that i hope there will be no more problems coming up in the near future as i just want my 2 most recent gan di to lead a peaceful life hahahaha
March 2009 
