This is the final post of the day........

abit in the wrong mood now hahaha just changed songs
n edited a few blog thingys........

Sometimes i really really feel like giving up on my gans...........

i mean ppl always tell me for what i wanna help them??

but i always always tell them if i don't care/protect them who will??

but now come to think of its from what i observe i can see that the truth is
they don't really need me,they might be doing even better without me and
at times i feel that i am gonna ruined their life any moment i must admit
i am a useless gan kor la just hope that one fine day they will start to think
for themself.The truth is i can see that they all don't really need me at all
well maybe they do need me as someone to call to go out or slack..............

Everytime i wanna talk to yy but he would just wanna change topic.....

or ask someone else to tag along or smth........

gab foreva having problem with this n that getting piss at minor things

as much as i can see they will be doing fine with/without me

i mean it la,i can't blame yy for not trusting me but ya without me he will be
doing a whole better i believe no one to find him everyday/call/leture
as i assume that to him i m nothing........................

and to Gab i m just another nagger


i can give up everything for all my gans........
i don't expect any return at all

a platinum smile is what i wear.........
Enjoy the new song too :)


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